About Marvelousmynd

Welcome, my name is Wayne I'm so glad you're here.

I share my very personal story as proof positive the power of creation we all have runs automatically with or without your conscious direction. It has been creating my life unbeknownst to me. I had no conscious knowledge of its existence, let alone the profound influence it has over my destiny. I always believed, like most people, I do the best I can with what I got.

I believed I had to "fit in" to this world rather than, like I now know, I can make the world "fit me".

This is my childhood experience of this "magic-like" gift we are born with,. GOD's blessing of creation within each and everyone of us works on autopilot.

I will keep this story short, although I could write a book. I'll abbreviate it as much as possible without, hopefully🤞diminishing the impact and profound meaning it contains, after all this is my reason for sharing it with you, my closet family and friends.

My childhood was dominated with feelings of loneliness. Although I wasn't really lonely, I just felt awkward, out of place most of the time.

I was raised in a typical lower middle class family environment in the city of Toronto. My grandmother would tell the story, far too often, of a time when I was 5. I ran to her crying, "nobody loves me anymore." I never gave that moment much thought, I certainly would not have remebered it at all if it wasn't for my dear old Grandma telling people about it all the time. I now know what a horrible feeling my 5-year-old mind must have been had; I would go so far as to say, traumatic.

When I was 9, my family moved to Bramalea, a new modern community, Bramalea is just north west of Toronto in the suburbs. My older brother and I went for a bike ride to explore our new neighbourhood. We rode for hours and I had trouble keeping up with him, I was so focused on him that I was not really paying attention to where we were going. It was getting dark, my brother was so far off in the distance, I lost sight of him and became terrified of being lost. Freaking out at the idea I would not find my way home and feeling angry and alone, abandoned by my brother, I started panicking. It wasn't until I seen a familiar intersection off in the distance that I was relieved, knowing I was going to be ok. This was yet another significant emotional event of loneliness and abandonment that again traumatized me.

My brother Brian, love you dearly bro, was always mean to me, as older brothers often can be. We fought a lot back then and my sister Ann, the oldest, always came to my rescue. She was my hero.

One day when I was maybe 10 or 11, I had enough of living with my brother and left a note for mom announcing I was running away. I went to the local park and sat on a swing with no idea what I should do. Tremendous feelings of loneliness again overwhelmed me. Eventually, maybe an hour or two later, my brother found me and brought me home. Looking back during my life review, (I recommend everyone do their own) I can see the pattern of my dominating thoughts and emotions of loneliness and abandonment repeating over and over.

At 13, my sister, 18 at the time, died in a tragic car accident. That was my lowest point, the lowest point for my entire family; things were never the same for all of us after that. She was my protector, someone I looked up to with admiration, love and joy, now she was gone.

For a brief time, I felt like like nothing was right, ending my life was a good option. I never was serious though, I just had that overwhelming feeling that life was not working out for me.

What was the point of life? This was another dominating thought and emotion that occupied my mind, based on the first book I ever read called, The Secret Life Of Plants which I'll talk more about at another time.

I pressed on with my life, I had no choice, I buried my feelings of loneliness deep in the realm of my subconscious mind where they firmly entrenched themselves.

In high school, I joined the football team and became the captain. For a time, life was good. Football was my world and belonging to a team was just what I needed to end my feelings of loneliness. Practice was 2 hours every day after school and I loved it! Who wouldn't, Captain of my friggin High School football team! I finally found a place where I belong and my popularity was soaring!

However, my mom, GOD bless her, she meant well, thought it was a waste of time playing football and insisted I quit and get a part-time job to start earning some money. I tried my best to reason with her but in the end I had to abandon the team and quit, it was torture, everything I enjoyed about high school was ripped away. That spark of belonging died inside of me that day. One devastating blow of loneliness and abandonment after another.

High school became a place I dreaded going to after that. I had a group of friends, still have them today, but at that time, my life had no meaning, no purpose. It was party time with skipping school, being reckless with cars, girls, drugs, and rock 'n' roll.

I was passionate about fast cars, they were powerful and dangerous. My favourite book at the time, was on Drag Racing titled "The Loner", what a surprise.

I grew a passion for drag racing and street racing, and a place we called the Rubarb. The Rubarb was a special place hodden deep in a farmers field slated for development where we would take cars that were junk but still running and race them, roll them and crash them. Getting high and living dangerously was all I wanted to do. It was exciting and made me feel alive again!

I really excelled at auto mechanics. I loved it so much that I decided to quit high school the second week into my final year and go work at a car dealership. I was anxious and excited to start something meaningful, my auto mechanics apprenticeship.

Three months in, I hated it. What I loved as a hobby, I hated making a living from. Now I was truly lost and lonely. My last glimmer of hope for meaning and purpose vanish.

At about that time, the owner of the dealership's son appeared in my life. GOD's gift works this way. He had just returned from the Arctic with stories of adventure working for a small oil exploration company. I was fascinated and immediately set out to do the same.

I called out west to the company he had worked for and got the "we'll call you if something comes available" routine. After several calls, I decided to just go out west and set on their doorstep if I must. I did not know why, but I had a burning desire that I must do this. This to is how GOD's gift works.

I'll skip the details, except to say it was a bucket list adventure, I was only 17. I ended up working so close to the North Pole, more than a 1000 kms north of the arctic circle, that every direction I looked was essentially south. The sun never set, it only circled; there was no night.

At a pivotal moment during this adventure (and the reason for telling this story), for a few hours, I found myself totally alone, abandoned in the middle of this barren, unforgiving, hostile tundra, 1000's of miles away for any significant population. Not a familiar anything was within sight. Just me and nothing. Ultimate Loneliness manifested.

The moment was surreal. There was no horizon, the ice and snow faded seemlessly into the distant overcast sky. Everything around me blended into a dull, grey endless expance of nothing. Temperature was -52, I was cold, dead inside, isolated, and alone. I am sure for those few hours I was the most isolated, remote, inaccessible loneliest person on the planet. The manifestation of my dominating thoughts and emotions were PERFECTLY created.

I remember feeling a heavy darkness lift off my shoulders. I felt as if I was waking up from years of misery into the beautiful light of life. It was surreal. My nightmare was over, my eyes were opened for the first time in a long time. As if all memory of my miserable past was gone, I looked around and wondered how the hell did I get here?

The magnificence of that moment was stunning. I had this wonderful warm feeling of freedom and excitement to be alive overwhelm me and all I wanted was to go home.

Just a few months earlier I was starting my last year in high school with a huge chip on my shoulder. Now, as if instantly, I was transported to the top of the planet, left out in the vastness of nowhere. A cravasse could have opened up beneath me, swallowed me whole and no one would ever find me, let alone know what happened to me. Yet, I felt totally protected and abundantly loved which filled me completely with an overwhelming feeling joy and happiness. I could not care one bit about the precarious situation I was in. I though I was in heaven.

I certainly had no idea at the time, my dominate thoughts and feelings were being acted upon by this powerful gift we all have. And OMG the accuracy of manifesting my thoughts and emotions by placing me there is nothing short of profound.

GOD, created us in his own image and likeness, right? This gift is GOD's own power to create the life we want.

With or without your conscious awareness, your gift is working constantly in your subconscious mind. It's an automatic function of your body. No different than how our subconscious mind commands and coordinates all your other bodily functions to operate in harmony.

This is the secret, to live in harmony with what you want in your mind first and stay there until it manifest around you. If you are not sure how to do this, let me know. I want to help.

Without consciously knowing it, I was pushed along a path, in the direction my Gift was creating for me. It had to obey and manifest into its material equivalent, my thoughts and emotions of extreme loneliness and that is EXACTLY what it did in absolute perfection!

That's my story; it serves me as absolute proof, I hope it serves you too. If not do your own life review, I am sure you will find your life unfolded matching exactly what your dominating thoughts and emotions were.

I can only imagine and therefore create how my life will manifest now that I am aware of this magnificent force GOD has given me, given all of us. Taking conscious control of this gift is easier said than done. There are natural laws you must live in harmony with to maximize the results. I have a lot of weeds planted in the garden of my mind, everyone does. We must clear out these weeds to make room for the good an extraordinary life will need. to grow.

I am now moving towards that life with conscious intention. Yes I am aware of the troubles in the world. I just don't get emotional about them. If I can't get involved to change them, I don't need to be concerned about them. I believe the best way to defeat the evil in this world is to make good louder. (this is the name of our charity Anna and I have created and will spend our retirement building and doing good work with)

Be mindful of your thoughts, this tremendous power of creation is is listening and working on manifesting them 24/7 whether you accept this truth or not. Better to accept it, believe in it, take control of it so you can master it. Better to choose to live an extraordinary life than to let your life meander following wondering thoughts and emotions.

What do you want, what do you really want?

If your were standing in front of GOD and he asked you that question, offering you anything, what would you ask for? You would not be vague, asking for more money is not enough, here's a dollar, you're richer. You must be clear about what you want.

I did not make the connection between my immense thoughts and feelings of loneliness manifesting into its material equivalent until recently.

I mentioned earlier my feeling of, "What was the point of life?" My manifestation at the top of the world released my gift to move onto the next most dominating thoughts and emotions I held close. The book, Secret Life Of Plants was the catalyst for a life long passionate path of seeking the truth, what is the point of living?

I am thankful and grateful for I now believe I have found it. And I hope you have too! The point of us being here and what we are suppose to do about it has been revealed in this story. Take control of the reins and steer your magnificent power with absolute certainty toward that which you want.

Wanna go for the ride of your life? Join me this Sunday to see a business I believe is blessed by GOD and Jesus Christ. I am in bed with this business, have been for more than 10 years. There is more than enough money to fund thousands of lives and create an extraordinary life for each and everyone of us. Join me and we''ll knock this life out of the park!